Ethan's story is about fighting against all odds. It is also about how a litte boy with a wonderful smile and a gorgeous head of hair won the hearts of so many people.
I had Ethan for just three years eleven months. Some of that time was very stressful but I would do it all again just to spend more time with him.
Each day that passes is a day more that I have not had Ethan with me. Still I go on as I must for Ben and my step children. I visit Ethan's flowers at The Botanics and sit quietly for some time most days, just thinking.
I think of each and every time he made me smile, which was a lot. Crawling into the washing basket, singing songs and trying to do the actions, trying to sign, playing peekaboo. Really every single time he smiled at you, you had to smile to back.
I have had a job interview and I am still actively looking to get back to work, but not straight away. Soon though. Before October is over.