Due date Birthday!

So tomorrow is Ethan's second "due date birthday". It means he is now corrected age 2!  Now is when the doctors will stop correcting his age.  I have stopped correcting ages ago, but I dont think I will ever forget his due date birthday.  Ethan will be with Father this weekend, but none the less I wont be marking the occasion officially. Maybe just mentally taking note of how far he has come.  This amazing little boy has fought back so far from every diagnosis he has been given.  He is and always was so very strong!  Just when I thought at times I had no strength in me left to continue, I just looked at him and knew as long as he could fight on I would too, and I always will.
Ethan has taught me so much about myself and I am very proud I was "chosen" to be his mother. 
Of course it goes with out saying I am proud of both my children. Ben has been so good throughout all of hospital admissions and visits.
Its been all change for me and as I find myself as single parent rather then thinking how hard it is to deal with the issues on my own, I am finding I have more time now to spend with the children and I am loving it!
Ethan will be commencing an oxygen weaning program as of next week, coming off for an hour a day!  He does have a cold at the moment and a cough but he seems to be coping well.