I take comfort from the fact that I do have a lot of video that I have managed to capture of Ethan. Some taken the Saturday before he died.
These videos make me smile and make me so proud. He was such a cheeky monkey.
http://youtu.be/c8AtzendmVw and http://youtu.be/Xi66zNRqEKU
This was April 2013 and in the small hours of the night. He was wide awake and I had put Barney on TV in the hope that he may fall asleep.
These three were taken Saturday night 14th September, and I would say the last night that Ethan would have remembered. He stayed up late as did all the children and we had music night. Pianos played, guitars played and me singing to Ethan. Ethan loved it.